Seriously Yorkie, you post your family history and circumstances all over the internet talking about your inheritance, etc and how you use the money to gamble with so don't be surprised when people comment on it, regardless of whether what you are doing is right or wrong.
Do you know anything about my family? No because I don't post about them on a public forum yet everyone knows about your brother, your daughter, your gran, your dad, your ex, your girlfriend, you and all the various stories and family traumas, etc.
I'll lay off now as this gets us both nowhere and we'll just end up arguing again.
I don't agree with what you're doing but it's your choice I guess. One day you'll probably look back at this period of your life and realise that what all us old farts were trying to tell you was actually right. Or maybe you won't.
Anyway, more to the point, what has happened to your Pro ambitions as this thread just stopped with no explanation.